I'm sick of the idiots of this world and all the retards that don't take a hint! Why is this world so twisted?! If somebody seems OK, is he? No. He's not. He'll be some horny son of a bitch that acts all intellectual and cool in front of those he doesn't want to see his true side. There's that type and then there's the fucktards, simple as that, and I tend to attract these fucktards and GOD KNOWS I MIGHT GO CRAZY SOON! I'm about to give up on love because we're living in a shallow society where looks are everything and if you stick out, say you're generally a very humorous person like me, then you'll get the boot and people will just disregard you and you will be marked as "not normal". Go piss on yourselves! I have a strong personality and I'm sorry if it's too much for you that I dare to be who I am! Whooopeeedoo!
Look: I don't want you to fuck me, I don't want to fuck you, I just want a fucking normal relationship with somebody that involves sex because we love each other so don't sodding come and rub it in my face how much you want a cock up your asshole and how much you'd love to drown in cum because I ain't looking for a fuck-buddy or a one-night-stand! If this is some people's way of flirting, then wow, you're not making a big impression, dude. You're sending the completely wrong vibes unless, of course, the aim is to only have sex. Read and learn, you people!
Fucking hell, I'm probably scaring everybody away. Or rather, why am I even writing a blog? The only readers are, uh, Emelie and Sara. And this is not aimed at them.
What a complete waste of a blog. Talking to myself. Lalalalalala.
But it sure feels good to let it out.
Wednesday 5 March 2008
Monday 3 March 2008
Travel
Music is fantastic. Without music I surely wouldn't be the same. Each album; each song is a magical journey if done from the heart and not from the wallet. There's so much music to explore and when you think you've heard the best, another band/artist shows up and blows you away. When I think of a musical journey through emotions, through different worlds, through landscapes, the first album that comes to mind is Halou's Wiser. Halou is like a mix of Björk, The Knife and their own. It's a masterpiece in every sense of the word. From the very first song, it captures your soul and your mind - the soothing, mysterious Milkdrunk opens up with some soft pads and interesting sounds, adding on the drums and then quiets down to only piano and Rebecca's haunting and soft vocals. From this moment on, you'll be hooked if you allow yourself to really let it sink into you. The song is simple but yet so beautiful. And I just take it in... she sings so truthfully.
The album continues on in the same mood with Wiser. A bit rougher but yet calming and relaxing. Drums sound distorted, there's a mystical, sweeping sound switching between the left and right speakers. Truly awesome. The following song, Him To Me To You, roughens up the sound even more. I have seen there are assholes everywhere, so watch your step girl. The title is strange to, I still don't understand exactly what it means. I could only speculate so much.
The album will truly put you floating in a magic world, I suggest you listen to it if you want some of the best pieces of music ever written. There are only two weak points with this album, according to me, and those are first; the song Oceanwide which is too boring, it would have been better if it was shorter and had a little more happenings. Second is Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake which is a rough song, rougher than Him To Me To You but it's not that great. It could have been left out, in my opinion.
It's amazing what music can do to your senses, really, if you just allow yourself to be swept away. Put on some headphones and just let it play. Forget the noise of the street, forget the chatter from the kitchen, just go into your own shell.
Heavy rock-songs will tickle your anger and seriousness, hip-hop will activate the rhythm in you whilst dance will awaken the dancer you carry inside you. Happy hardcore will make you happy (same as any happy song, but I suspect nothing beats Happy hardcore), trip-hop puts you in a trance and calms your soul... You know? There's something for everybody in music, it's just about finding the right music for the type of mood you're in, ey?
Music understands me. It's like therapy - If I'm in love then I will listen to some UK hardcore and enhance that tickling sensation in my belly; if I'm angry then I will put on some hard rock and it will understand just how I feel. There's nothing in the world except music that is able to do such thing.
Whoever first invented music didn't deserve to die. If there's anybody in the world that deserved to live forever, it was him or her.
The album continues on in the same mood with Wiser. A bit rougher but yet calming and relaxing. Drums sound distorted, there's a mystical, sweeping sound switching between the left and right speakers. Truly awesome. The following song, Him To Me To You, roughens up the sound even more. I have seen there are assholes everywhere, so watch your step girl. The title is strange to, I still don't understand exactly what it means. I could only speculate so much.
The album will truly put you floating in a magic world, I suggest you listen to it if you want some of the best pieces of music ever written. There are only two weak points with this album, according to me, and those are first; the song Oceanwide which is too boring, it would have been better if it was shorter and had a little more happenings. Second is Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake which is a rough song, rougher than Him To Me To You but it's not that great. It could have been left out, in my opinion.
It's amazing what music can do to your senses, really, if you just allow yourself to be swept away. Put on some headphones and just let it play. Forget the noise of the street, forget the chatter from the kitchen, just go into your own shell.
Heavy rock-songs will tickle your anger and seriousness, hip-hop will activate the rhythm in you whilst dance will awaken the dancer you carry inside you. Happy hardcore will make you happy (same as any happy song, but I suspect nothing beats Happy hardcore), trip-hop puts you in a trance and calms your soul... You know? There's something for everybody in music, it's just about finding the right music for the type of mood you're in, ey?
Music understands me. It's like therapy - If I'm in love then I will listen to some UK hardcore and enhance that tickling sensation in my belly; if I'm angry then I will put on some hard rock and it will understand just how I feel. There's nothing in the world except music that is able to do such thing.
Whoever first invented music didn't deserve to die. If there's anybody in the world that deserved to live forever, it was him or her.
The united vibe
Did BODYCOMBAT for my classmates and another class in PE at school today. It went well, I did BODYCOMBAT 35 and made no mistakes, except I mixed up two stretches in the cooldown but I noticed it so I fixed it, so that was good.
Next two weeks, I am gonna see if I can loan a studio for the classes cause the sound system was seriously fucked up at school.
Next two weeks, I am gonna see if I can loan a studio for the classes cause the sound system was seriously fucked up at school.
I see who you are
I want a boyfriend! That's the only thing missing in my life now. I've got everything else - the best friends one could wish for, I'm an instructor in BODYCOMBAT and I love it so god damn much and I'm good financially too. My life would be perfect with a boyfriend. Of course, one can never truly be happy because there will always be something that is wrong (haven't you guys noticed that? If everything is perfect in your personal life then there will be something at work or school that totally sucks and vice versa...)!
However, the ones I am interested in (like that guy in a nearby city) are never interested in me (except for once but I realized he was not boyfriend material for me)... And this nearby guy, how reliable is someone who hits on everybody and who seems to only want sex? Can one really rely on such a person to be faithful and honest with you? He looks good, he seems to be quite intelligent, funny, somewhat aware of his health. That's pretty much what attracts me. But, I guess I don't have to worry about these issues since I guess he's only after sex so no need to think deeper than necessary about it. He says he wants to talk to me, but then he stops replying and says he's sorry and that he "forgot" or whatever but he wants to talk to me. Five minutes later, same story again... He forgot. Okay, so he forgets about me, then he obviously ain't got much interest in me except fucking me so he might as well stop talking to me.
Damn, I'm so emotionally attached to everything.
However, the ones I am interested in (like that guy in a nearby city) are never interested in me (except for once but I realized he was not boyfriend material for me)... And this nearby guy, how reliable is someone who hits on everybody and who seems to only want sex? Can one really rely on such a person to be faithful and honest with you? He looks good, he seems to be quite intelligent, funny, somewhat aware of his health. That's pretty much what attracts me. But, I guess I don't have to worry about these issues since I guess he's only after sex so no need to think deeper than necessary about it. He says he wants to talk to me, but then he stops replying and says he's sorry and that he "forgot" or whatever but he wants to talk to me. Five minutes later, same story again... He forgot. Okay, so he forgets about me, then he obviously ain't got much interest in me except fucking me so he might as well stop talking to me.
Damn, I'm so emotionally attached to everything.
Saturday 1 March 2008
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